a dream that's haunting

Sleep can't even save me. I don't crave it. I regard it with an open eye. Why? Because memories haunt me. He haunts me. My happiness, his happiness. It's interwoven in my dreams. And dreams are not reality.

a dream in nothingness

It's like I have no point in my day.

a dream in consumption

Daylight shines with a promise,
But morningtime is false.
Life moves on
And people go
While I sit and watch.

Going through the motions
Remote of my heart.
Then nighttime creeps
Upon my mind
And I can't let it go.

a dream in negativity

I just can't. be. happy.

a dream in college

I'm not excited about college. There's too much change. I'm alone once again. No friendly faces to ease my suffering. No warm boyfriend to cuddle up next to. Only me again. I hope things will change and I'll make true friends. But for the moment I'm not happy. All I want is to be happy and feel included.

a dream in farewell

Farewell, see you later, see you soon. Those are much better than Goodbye. Goodbyes are forever. This isn't forever. This is temporary. Leaving behind everything and everyone I know and love, I'm onto a new adventure. Thankfully this time I'm not the only new kid. So farewell, love. It's up to fate now.

a dream of love must regrettably end

Something I've put all my heart into is ending soon. It's inevitable, I suppose, but that doesn't take away the pain. Change is coming. Again. And this time I'm saying goodbye to love.